Writer’s Block

I realized a month or so ago that I have not written in ages.  And it made me a little sad.  I usually write when my life is in turmoil, so maybe it’s a good sign?  But I really think it’s because I’ve been working so much that I’ve been mentally drained, and the poetry just wasn’t coming to me.  But recently that is starting to change.  Little bits and pieces are starting to pop into my mind.  Attending a show with live poetry readings helped as well.  I also intend to use this blog as more of an outlet for my thoughts and feelings as I do not really express them well to others in person.

So if you are reading this, I hope you don’t mind listening in whatever form my telling comes in.

Blessed be

~Dee

Watch those curves…

The curve of my ear
The curve of my cheek
The curve of my smile
Do they make you feel weak?

The curve of my shoulder
The curve of my arm
The curve of my wrist
Do you like my charms?

The curve of my waist
The curve of my hip
The curve of my thigh
So, how’s the trip?

The curve of my knee
The curve of my heel
The curve of my toes
How do you feel?

The curve of my thoughts
The curve of my mind
The curve of my brain
You better take your time.

DRH

Fickle

Love is a fickle thing
“it smites my heart with sudden reckoning”
says a poet from long ago.

I cannot remember who
but they capture my attention so
that poet

Love is the elusive thing I cannot catch
like a butterfly flitters away from a child
in a field

I decided long ago to sit and wait
for it to alight upon me

that butterfly

So I sat in that field
watching the butterfly flutter and dip
flirting with my heart

fickle thing

Inconstant thing,
that butterfly
then, like the sun rising over the trees

an epiphany

Love is not the butterfly
I do not want iridescent fragile wings
that cannot hold up

when the weather is not so fair
the sun not shining through
those jewel colored wings

A strong wind will blow that butterfly
quickly off course
leaving me yet again

feeble thing

I lay back, upon the ground
the earth solid beneath me
what I’d been seeking
had been quietly there all along.

Heat

skin damp
clothes clinging
air thick
breathing difficult

i lay
still
waiting
yearning

it comes
teasing
light
playful

touching
skin
hair
lips

it’s so good
I’ve been
waiting
so long

it’s so welcome
over my skin
touching
everywhere

I lean
into it
reaching
opening myself

then it builds
in strength
until it passes
leaving me

wanting it
again and
again and
again…

there’s nothing like
a cool breeze
on a hot day

Three Words

You ask me, how do I know?
And I wonder, how do I explain
that feeling that poets have
endlessly tried to capture

How do I tell you
That your touch centers me
bringing me a peace
I’ve never known

How do I tell you
that your smile
is the sun that warms me
from the inside out

How do I tell you
that your eyes
say more than words
could ever tell me

How do I tell you
that your laughter
is the light that
guides me though the dark

How do I tell you
that your mere presence
makes me feel safer than any walls
around my heart ever could

How do I tell you
that I’ve never been
as confident in myself
as I am with you

How do I tell you
that when I’m with you
being me is the
easiest thing in the world

How do I tell you
that three little words
say all that I feel for you
yet will never say enough

Frustration

words, locked inside
I try to shake them loose
like a child with a rattle

the stupid little ball is
stuck, like gum on the
bottom of your shoe

so I drag it across the surface
like a polar bear does its prey
yet all I see are ghostly images

I run it across my tongue
thinking that I can coax it
to come to life

those damn ghosts still
haunt me, taunting me
with the echos of my thoughts

I grab my lighter
thinking that I can torture it
force it to my will

and yet it still resists me
and now those ghosts
are laughing at my efforts

so I give in, tossing the object
of my frustration over my shoulder
and head for the keyboard

Who’s laughing now?

So

So and so and so again
and so I say no more
Sew and sew and sew again
my tattered heart upon the floor

Go and go and go again
and so I go no more
Sew and sew and sew in vain
those wounds received in war

Run and run and run again
and so I run no more
No longer must I sew again
You’ve healed my heart for sure.

Random Spring-y-ness!

blooming flowers
balmy breezes
pollen in the air
makes me sneezes

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slow slow slow
the flowers grow
green green green
the leaves are seen
bloom bloom bloom
colors go BOOM!

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little pebble
little pebble
in my shoe
stuck inside
just like glue!

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my hair in a barrette
enjoying nature’s treat
a velvet carpet
under my feet
I plant my as-
sets on the sweet
smelling grass
perusing her bounty
letting time pass

I wrote these short poems over the course of a couple of weeks, while enjoying the late Spring/early Summer weather. They work well as a grouping, rather than separate posts. Enjoy!

The Box

It sits,
black
tarnished
taunting

Five sides and a lid…
one would think it
would be less intimidating

But what it holds
well…
that is the problem

It moves
rattles
shakes
quivers

Reminding me that
while it’s locked
what’s inside remains alive

Glowing
toxic
seeping
locked but not sealed

It’s ugly…
and no amount of polishing
will ever make it shine

I keep it tucked away…

Pandora’s box holds
fewer issues than
this battered square.

In Memory of a Fallen Soldier

I heard your story on the radio
while driving to work
on a beautiful spring morning
blue crisp skies hearkening the day

They told me about you,
adopted at age 5
by a childless family
who you lost years ago

How you had no wife, no children
no one close to take the flag that draped your coffin
folded so reverently by your fellow soldiers
and handed to your adopted cousin

She told us about you
how you dedicated your life to serving your country
how you felt that you were making a difference
in a foreign desert land, because someone needed to

She told us how she spoke to you
told you that you were family to her
and that you were loved, that you had someone
to worry, and wonder, and weep for you

And I was caught by this story
of a man I would have never known
who sacrificed himself for what he believed in
who answered duty’s call, wherever it took him

I will remember you, Major Alan Greg Rogers
a stranger to me, buried at Arlington
one of many who have died for our country
and how I wept in sorrow for someone I never knew.

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